Whats wrong with me? Really? Chemical imbalances? Is there someone else to blame? Why do I blame myself when I'm not to blame, and why do I blame someone else when I am to blame?
What does my mind think the way it does? Why can't I be more positive? More optimistic? Why can't I look towards the future with an open mind and an open heart?
Why can't I just get things done? Why can't I just take responsibility? Why do I procrastinate SO MUCH? Why am I such a Rebel wannabe? Why am I so god damned lazy?
Why am I on xanga listing all the things I hate about myself? Instead of shutting up, and trying to change?
I've changed so many things about myself, but why can't I change these?
